sur.real

2009-01-18T18:57:00.002+08:00

Everytime you drive off
it hurts like a knife

and it makes me colder
and angier.

2008-12-08T11:16:00.001+08:00

To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour

-William Blake

2008-11-22T17:29:00.004+08:00

I dont know what I have been doing these past 4 years.

Waiting and waiting for you to make things up to me.

I am tired of giving.

I shall not wait anymore.

2008-11-19T11:08:00.002+08:00

Just your shadow.

2008-10-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

you all drive me to death.

2008-10-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

ah, what torment we bring upon ourselves
stacks of burden heavier than shelves.

-hoKL

2008-10-07T23:14:00.001+08:00

Panic.

Blood stained floor

2008-07-01T22:06:00.001+08:00

Blood stains.

Lacerated toe.

2008-05-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

2008-05-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

God bless those poor children and people stuck in the rubble.

I hope miracles will happen and hope those alive will just hang in there.

God bless these poor souls.

hope singapore wld organise a medical mission trip there soon.

2008-04-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

hiatus.

Signal Fire

2008-03-31T21:24:00.001+08:00

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but you,
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me,
All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out,

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I won't wait forever
No I won't wait forever
In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

No I won't wait forever
No I won't wait forever
No I won't wait forever.

2008-03-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

Your existence makes me hate poetry and photography.

When will u ever make that exit.

2008-03-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

Dearest God,

Please fill my insatiable senses with beautiful colours, new experiences and let me have the privilege to see the world that You've created.

2008-03-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

Whats your Bucket List?

2008-03-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

And then you hear more whinning about love. But no one wants to go back to the basics.

"I go eat at coppee tiam and hulker senter ... wan to pak tor?
... I got rubber." -ernie's urn

sigh.

2008-03-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk bk
sigh.

Journey in solitude.

2008-03-14T23:36:00.003+08:00

1) I have work to complete by sunday noon before tuition.

2) I don't have time tommorrow. The wedding will take up my whole day.

3) I am very tired.

4) You never asked me and asked my for my opinion.

5) Made decisions without sparing a thought for me.

6)Its almost 11.30pm now

7) I have work tommorrow morning.

8) and I have to wake up at 5.30am.

9) 14 maths questions undone.

10) Its going to be a long lonely journey again.

2008-03-12T22:54:00.001+08:00

"If I never write for you, it will be because we are beyond what words express in their meagre capacity." - hoKL

2008-03-06T22:16:00.003+08:00

I've been waiting and waiting.
A decade of torture.

Don't give me hopes and leave me there hanging.

Its one of the worse things to ever do to me.

2008-03-03T22:47:00.008+08:00

After all these years, I realised that I never had a place in your life. Today is the day. The day, I will finally get rid of you. You have no idea how much you've taken away from me. You have absolutely no idea. I hate you for being so cruel to me. I wished our paths never crossed I hope it will never cross again. I wished I never loved you. I will not hold onto you anymore. I will not miss you anymore. I will not long for you anymore. I will never get over this. I hate you. HATE YOU.

L'hymne à l'Amour- Edith Piaf

2008-03-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

Le ciel bleu sur nous peut s'effondrer
Et la terre peut bien s'écrouler
Peu m'importe si tu m'aimes
Je me fous du monde entier
Tant qu'l'amour inond'ra mes matins
Tant que mon corps frémira sous tes mains
Peu m'importent les problèmes
Mon amour puisque tu m'aimes

J'irais jusqu'au bout du monde
Je me ferais teindre en blonde
Si tu me le demandais
J'irais décrocher la lune
J'irais voler la fortune
Si tu me le demandais

Je renierais ma patrie
Je renierais mes amis
Si tu me le demandais
On peut bien rire de moi
Je ferais n'importe quoi
Si tu me le demandais

Si un jour la vie t'arrache à moi
Si tu meurs que tu sois loin de moi
Peu m'importe si tu m'aimes
Car moi je mourrai aussi
Nous aurons pour nous l'éternité
Dans le bleu de toute l'immensité
Dans le ciel plus de problèmes
Mon amour crois-tu qu'on s'aime
Dieu réunit ceux qui s'aiment

2008-03-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

Passion V.S Money

2008-01-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

无奈。

2008-01-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

All I want to do is get on a taxi and let it drive to nowhere.

2008-01-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

Goodbye. My beloved companion of 12 yrs.

2008-01-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

气在嘴里，痛在心里。

又有谁知？

You're so far away

2007-12-30T08:59:00.000+08:00

Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know that you're just time away

Long ago I reached for you and there you stood
Holding you again could only do me good
How I wish I could, but you're so far away

One more song about movin' along the highway
Can't say much of anything that's new
If I could only work this life out my way
I'd rather spend it bein' close to you

But you're so far away
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn't help to know you're so far away

Travelin' around sure gets me down and lonely
Nothin' else to do but close my mind
I sure hope the road don't come to own me
But there's so many dreams I've yet to find

But you're so far away
Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
And it doesn't help to know you're so far away

2007-12-29T19:33:00.001+08:00

Dear God, are u trying to tell me something?

i'm here.

Tell me.

i'm listening.

2007-11-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

What is this world becoming?

whateverrr!!!

2007-10-29T14:55:00.000+08:00

20KILO

2007-10-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

http://twentykilo.livejournal.com/

pls support and visit!

done up by my fav girl, Chups.

: )

2007-10-25T03:09:00.000+08:00

he said,"Maybe this will summarize our relationship in 20 yrs time."

"We shall not cease from exploration
And at the end of all exploring
We shall arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time"

Calvin and Susie

2007-10-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

halcyonwinds - Platoon 3, Team 3,you'll always be missed. says:
at the end of the day, i'd wish i cld be calvin and live my life in the comic strip
halcyonwinds - Platoon 3, Team 3,you'll always be missed. says:
and join u for tea once in a while
halcyonwinds - Platoon 3, Team 3,you'll always be missed. says:
throw water bombs at u
halcyonwinds - Platoon 3, Team 3,you'll always be missed. says:
take long walks with my tiger
halcyonwinds - Platoon 3, Team 3,you'll always be missed. says:
eat frosty flakes and saturday morn cartoons
halcyonwinds - Platoon 3, Team 3,you'll always be missed. says:
be an annoyance in the classroom

I <3 Calvin

Dearest Stitch, I Wish You Love

2007-09-29T13:16:00.000+08:00

I wish you bluebirds in the spring

To give your heart a song to sing

And then a kiss

But more than this

I wish you love

And in July a lemonade

To cool you in some leafy glade

I wish you health

And more than wealth

I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree

That you and I could never be

So with my best, my very best

I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm

A cozy fire to keep you warm

But most of all

When snowflakes fall

I wish you love

I wish you shelter from the storm

A cozy fire to keep you warm

But most of all

When snowflakes fall

I wish you love

2007-09-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

I never got over you.

2007-09-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

Boredom@SMU.

2007-09-06T22:56:00.001+08:00

misery.

2007-09-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

I've changed.

I've really changed.

Would you have wanted me back?

2007-08-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

habiben bb sent me this:

There's a new world somewhere
They call the Promised Land
And I'll be there someday
If you will hold my hand
I still need you there beside me
No matter what I do
For I know I'll never find another you

There is always someone
For each of us they say
And you'll be my someone
Forever and a day
I could search the whole world over
Until my life is through
But I know I'll never find another you

It's a long, long journey
So, stay by my side
When I walk through the storm,
You'll be my guide, be my guide

If they gave me a fortune,
My pleasure would be small
I could lose it all tomorrow
And never mind at all
But if I should lose your love, dear,
I don't know what I'll do
For I know I'll never find another you

But if I should lose your love, dear,
I don't know what I'll do
For I know I'll never find another you

Another you, another you

(sigh)

2007-08-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

I hate being stuck between the both of you.

I cannot change her. But I wished you had the courage to say, NO.

and I wished you had the courage to protect me

instead of pushing me around.
After all that faith, trust and all those hopes i had,
I still have to fend for myself.

"God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

Courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference."

2007-08-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

When you start to forgive and not forget,
You know things will

never be the same again.

pic credits to ekevdb

Make It With You

2007-08-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hey have you ever tried,
Really reaching out for the other side?
I may be climbing on rainbows
But, baby here goes.

Dreams they’re for those who sleep,
Life is for us to keep,
And if you’re wond’ring
What this song is leading to

I want to make it with you
I really think that we can make it girl.

No, you don’t know me well,
In ev’ry little thing only time will tell,
If you believe the things that I do.
And we’ll see it through.

Life can be short or long,
Love can be right or wrong,
And if I choose the one
I’d like to help me through,

I’d like to make it with you
I really think that we can make it girl.

Baby you know that
Dreams they’re for those who sleep,
Life is for us to keep
And if I choose the one
I’d like to help me through,

I’d like to make it with you
I really think that we can make it girl.

2007-07-22T19:07:00.000+08:00

I never got over what you said.

How you brushed off my fears and concerns as

paranoia.

Tired.

2007-07-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of you
Tired of things you can't do
Tired of things you won't do

I'm tired of being annoying
Tired of caring
And I'm tired of sharing
I'm tired of you
But most of all I'm tired of me

I'm tired of loving
Tired of giving and not receiving
Tired of believing
And I'm tired of getting crushed
Tired of getting brushed off

I'm tired
And i'm just damn tired of you
But most of all I'm tired of me

stranded

2007-07-17T15:16:00.000+08:00

what have i done?

2007-07-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

Focus

Focus.

2007-07-15T11:42:00.000+08:00

everytime u drive off,

the heart hardens.

its been more than a hundred times.

2007-04-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

dont' irritate me or i'll fucking kill you.

Tension headaches and palpitations.

2007-04-14T17:20:00.000+08:00

I feel like i need to:

1) have a good diarrhea

2) stab my thigh

3) scream my lungs out

4) meticulously pull out damaged hair

5) smoke a cigarette

and then snarl into the mirror.

the world, my oyster.

2007-04-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

.freedom.

2007-02-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

2007-02-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

there's no windows in this place
for me to show my weary face

which i hold within my soul
at times i cannot control

whats the point of me being here
when being here is what i fear..

there's no windows in this place
for me to show my weary face.

8/02/07

2007-02-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

In former days we'd both agree
That you were me, and I was you.
What has now happened to us two,
That you are you, and I am me?

Bhartrhari

I want to breathe

2007-02-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

i want to breathe

you in I'm not talking abt
perfume or even the sweet odour

of ur skin but of the
air itself i want to share

your air inhaling what you
exhale i'd like to be that

close two of us breathing
each other as one as that.

2007-01-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

Freedom, is perhaps all I really ask for.

?!

2007-01-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

what the F*** happened to my pictures?!!

i'm gonna switch to xanga soon.

New Year Dinner 1/1/07

2007-01-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

Thank God for Blogger Beta. Now i can upload pics from my Mac!
Anyways, New year dinner at my place. (Too bad Thomas cldn't make it)

goofing around in the kitchen

Main course. forgot abt pics of rest.

Conversation.

Dinner aftermath

Our New year resolutions

Happy New Year to all.
grin

2006-11-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

Thank you and goodbye for now.

2006-11-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

You know I love u so.

I want.

2006-11-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

i wanna have sambal kangkong and sambal sotong and sambal stingray and steam prawns and see ham and lala and bbq chicken wings and beer and a good burp.

2006-11-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

I need some motivation.
Am falling behind time.

help. somebody.

I Need to Wake Up (Melissa Etheridge)

2006-11-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

Have I been sleeping?
I’ve been so still
Afraid of crumbling
Have I been careless?
Dismissing all the distant rumblings
Take me where I am supposed to be
To comprehend the things that I can’t see

Cause I need to move
I need to wake up
I need to change
I need to shake up
I need to speak out
Something’s got to break up
I’ve been asleep
And I need to wake up
Now

And as a child
I danced like it was 1999
My dreams were wild
But the promise of this new world
Would be mine
Now I am throwing off the carelessness relief
To listen to an inconvenient truth

Well I need to move
I need to wake up
I need to change
I need to shake up
I need to speak out
Something’s got to break up
I’ve been asleep
And I need to wake up
Now

I am not an island
I am not alone
I am my intentions
Trapped here in this flesh and bone

And I need to move
I need to wake up
I need to change
I need to shake up
I need to speak out
Something’s got to break up
I’ve been asleep
And I need to wake up
Now

I want to change
I need to shake up
I need to speak out
Something’s got to break up
I’ve been asleep
And I need to wake up
Now

2006-10-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

Bliss.

2006-10-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

physics.simpleharmonicmotion.resonance.lamda.equations.headache.
backache.LAYS.icecream.herbalinfusions.oolong.coffee.fag.crave.
motionincircles.headache.panadol.synflex.diane35.needtogetmore.
functions.calculator.nobattery.buynewones.payday.broke.OT.
emergencycalls.taxi.work.shag.home.perfectcompetiton.
demandandsupply.maggi.dumplings.backache.ponstan.
scribble.scribble.earlgrey.yanyanbiscuits.scribble.type.type.
superpositon.think.think.knocksheadonwall.diffraction.interference
.HEADACHE.bbtoobusytobother.thinkmore.dontunderstand.
HEADACHE.synflex.scribblescribble.staresblankly.

Stares blankly.

Goes to sleep.

Come play with me.

2006-10-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

2006-10-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

He is in my subconscious.
Repressed.
Inmost.
An embedded thorn.

2006-10-08T12:29:00.000+08:00

The only difference between me and the Surrealists is that I am a Surrealist.

- Salvador Dali

2006-10-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

Your quiet embrace tranquilizes my wrathful soul.

2006-09-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 34th month pumpkin!

I [heart] you, truly.

2006-09-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

I feel like a complete piece of fuck for trying so hard when someone else got enrolled so quickly.

All my fault for screwing up.

fuckfuckfuck.

2006-09-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

I need to keep alert and awake to drill for the exams.
I don't know how to not doze off.
I don't like to wake up feeling like a zombie.
I hate coffee.
Late night ice-cream, noodles and dumplings are piling on my belly.
I need to keep awake.

study study study. exam. no time. study study study. no time. OHM.

I think i need caffeine tablets.

This Never Happened Before (Paul McCartney)

2006-09-18T13:42:00.000+08:00

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before

Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be
I met you and now I see
This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own

So come to me, now we can be what we want to be
I love you and now I see
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before
This never happened before
This never happened before
This never happened before

2006-09-13T21:03:00.001+08:00

Think I'm going to hibernate for a while.

2006-09-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

Fuck You Bastard.

I liked you.

2006-09-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

I love tragic books.

2006-09-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

happy.HAPPY.happy.happy.happy.

Thanks bb : )

2006-08-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

Shag.

2006-08-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

:((((((((

how sway can i get.

i just got caught by big boss for printing school notes.

thats it.

i'm blacklisted.

2006-08-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

i must study i must study i must study i must study i must study i must study

Oooooohmmmm.

2006-07-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

The Lakehouse

Thumbs up.

2006-07-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

I would love to upload pics.

Am waiting for bb to get tt cam.

I'll pay for the extension bb.

*grin*

2006-07-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

A million sincere 'paisehs' to the people I bang bei ki.

Been very busy with school and work.

Will make it up.

I promise

2006-07-13T17:20:00.000+08:00

I need to get a grip and start going for lessons.

2006-07-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

2006-07-03T17:46:00.000+08:00

I appreciate good adverts.

But NOT when I see the same advert for 6 months in a row EVERYTIME i watch a movie at GV. Avid movie go-ers would probably know this.

"If you free the birds, you'll get good luck!"

"Shut up. Or I'll free your bird."

2006-06-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

Of you I know so much, and yet

Nothing that I know

Encompasses just who you are

Or explicates your glow.

For you I would do anything,

As you would do for me.

Knowing this is breathing life:

Intense, serene, and free.

No one else so touched my soul

Deep in, with charity.

2006-05-29T14:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 30TH MONTH BB BOO!!!!!

2006-05-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

I want the lomo fisheye cam.

Pic taken using lomo fisheye cam. :D

iwant fisheye iwant fisheye i want fisheye i want fisheye i want fisheye i want fisheye i want fisheye i want fisheyeeeee

2006-05-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

Its sad when u realise some people u meet and connect at a point of ur life are just 'passerbys'. They come and go as when they like, pouring hot and cold lava all over u intermittently.

I hate it when things become awkward and distant.

I guess he's just going to be another passerby.

2006-04-29T12:53:00.000+08:00

I AM SO PROUD OF HARVEEN.

Hello. Where's my kilkenny???

2006-04-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

I love honesty.

The raw, awkward, slapped-in the face kind.

So ppl, slap me pls.

2006-03-10T13:40:00.000+08:00

Many heartfelt thanks to these people who had e utmost faith in me.
harveen.venetia.chups.leion.ho.k.l.faz.

2006-03-02T09:09:00.000+08:00

I swear I could have slapped the living hell out of this fucker.

I shall not entertain his bullshit anymore.

*p.s. bb, u can call the police this time.

2006-02-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

I loved the moment when we stood at the petrol station sharing ur fav vanilla ice-cream. Am happy.

2006-02-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

4.90 GPA on the way baby.

don't give up.

Release.

2006-02-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

The Chinese have a custom of cutting nails and hair and throwing them together with their old clothes into the river. It symbolises getting rid of old habits and bad luck, almost like resurrection of a being.

If that truly brings about rebirth, I would gladly shave my head and eyebrows. Rip my nails off my nail beds and vehemently throw out all things precious to me.

I don't give a hoot anymore.

Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth,

Fenc'd by these rebel powers that thee array,

Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth,

painting thy outward walls so costly gay?

Why so large cost, having so short a lease;

Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend?

Shall worms, inheritors of this excess,

Eat up thy charge? Is this thy body's end?

Then, soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss,

And let that pine to aggravate thy store;

Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross;

Within be fed, without rich no more

So shalt thou feed on Death, that feeds on Man,

And Death once dead, there's more dying then.

2006-02-21T09:25:00.000+08:00

excuse me.

KNNB CCB!

randoms

2006-02-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

or lua.

sambal stingray.

see ham.

lala.

bbq chicken wings.

hot fudge sundae.

soup tulang.

zhu zhar tang.

satay.

claypot rice.

otah.

bak chor mee.

Cravings at a weird time of e day.

Was suppose to meet ho.k.l this weekend. Couldn't make it. I feel like shit for dua-ing him. Wonder how he is now. Am sorry, handsome. Will meet u oneday, soon.

2006-02-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

Many thanks, gorilla. For ur presence and tolerance. I [heart] you, truly.